rudecosmopolitan

im in my school's library slacking with my coursemate - elaine. having a long break before the next lecture. done with checking my email accountsssss and reading blackboard (BB). was maneuvering around with the net when a thought cross my mind.

am i in the wrong school ?

Btw the SPACE bar belonging to this damn keyboard isn't working. have to tap it HARD. and the mouse isn't in good condition as well. the ball (singular) just isnt working.

im experiencing mixed emotions. i still cant determine on whether did i make the right decision to stay? something in me says i shuld NOT be here. I shuld be in Mel or Brisbane for that matter. i can and shuld go beyond the slant academic structure here in sg.
textbooks, readings, actively participating in BB (just to earn bonus points) aren't what im looking for.

this is indeed what i wanna do. communications.

but am i in the right instituition? don't say im lucky to have earn myself a place here. its no big deal. everything is so textbook.

i want to experience more. learn beyond textbooks and notes.

but before i can lay my hands on something i suppose i got to equip myself with principles. and that's exactly what im doing.

foundation year.

im just a new born baby. wanting to run before i can stand.

lectures are so boring. lecturers make it worst.

there are many perspectives and angles to any single discussion topic. why cant some just see that and have to aruge their facts? no one person can see eye to eye with you. its right u've got to argue ur point(s) but u oso got to accept others' views. don't just stick to your principles.

oh come on. break from the shell engineered by sg's edu system. i've many do's in my mind but i dunnoe where to start. i just break down in order to calm myself.