rudecosmopolitan

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Hello FUCKING COLIN KWEK JING HAO. FUCK OFF. You're nothing but one BIG FAT Player. A Fucking bastard who toyed with my feelings. Some bastard who finds enjoyment in doing that . you're just one big fat bicth. a fucking whore. This is my blog and I have every right to express and say whatever the hell I want to say. It's none of your business. You're a born loser. you're born to lose in life. So, get a damn fucking life up, you sad loser/whore/fucker/player.

I don't boast about my daily doings or things i indulge in. Even though they are mundabe. Piss off u obtuse little prick. You're nothing but one BOASTFUL bastard.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much. And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. Your fucking heart that only knows only to you. You cheated on me for that fucking fashion deisgner whore - GRACIE. You're a big time fucking bitch, Gracie. And to think, you've got ur retribution fast. So sad but i'd to hear it from your fucking new lover- COLIN KWEK that you got two timed. So much for going back to your bf. Serve u right. in fact, you deserve more. I din expect ur retribution to come so fast. In fact, it just did. Muahahah. Dont you know bitch, never steal another girl's boyfriend, cos you'll see ur retribution some daty. i hope u have realised it now. if u dont, then u r one fucking nut brain.

the following is from the player's blog.

"it feels alot like that these days. i miss being with somebody. but i don't wanna go back to the old ways of being angry at somebody all the time. i hate this feeling of not having somebody to talk to. it's like this sick addiction which i haven't got ride of.

do i really need company so badly? why can't i do it with just my friends? does it really have to be with somebody special? why can't i just get along with myself? do i really hate myself so much? am i so uncomfortable with myself? i'm sitting here in the dark waiting for somebody to come and pick me off the shelf. i'm collecting dust and stares from the others... oh won't somebody just spend a little time with me?

i don't want anything that needs to be carved in stone. but if you'd just sit with me and let me sleep in your arms, it would be oh so nice... and we'd end all out nites with such honest goodbyes.."

Guess you'd it your way.

But you know what. Guess you should have realised it now. All these while, i was just playing along with u. playing your game. watching a look out for myself. not to fall again. into your trap. u tot i did. i never. i outwit, outleast and outback in your fucking game. Go play this fucking game with GRACIE Bitch. She will fall for it. cos she is one fucking bird brain.

You're one big fat lair. Lair Lair ur damn wobbly ugly pants is on FIRE. you said i'm the best that has happened to u. and you're afraid i'm the best you'll ever lose. in face, you just did. Today.Now. This very minute. You've lost it forever. you're said -
"you'll always have a special place in my heart, remember"
"tonight was all the things i enjoyed being with you"
"You've changed. You're so funny now. "
"i enjoy being with you"
"i'm glad to have gone out with you tonight. thanks. glad you enjoyed"
"thanks. A man only wants to be appreciated. thanks"
"Do u still love me? I want you back"
"I still want to be friends with you. Can u call me before u fly off"
"I still want to keep in touch with you"

Colin kwek, these words of yours are nothing but one big fat (as fat as you)pack of LIES. Nothing but lies.

Cos you'just told me over the phone -
"Its very hard to be friends. Its better we dont keep in touch. I hate to go through this with you. You're still the same. You still have not changed. You're just okay. Yeah yeah, i enjoyed going out with u. but its just that. "

You FUCKING BASTARD. You deserve to be struck by lightening. God has eyes. I believe in justice and retribution. you may be a christian. but trust me, no bible of jesus can help you. cos you cant help urself, no further. just wait. one day you'll get it. and i'll come to know of it. and i'll be laughin it off no matter where i am. Even if im in my grave. i'll get up just to laugh and go back to sleep. peaceful sleep.

Forget about going up to my friends @ clubs to introduce yourself - "hey its me colin. Rem? I'm Chitra's friend". Cos you'd made a mockery outta yourself. my friend and i were laughin it outta our lungs. in fact, i hope you'll continue doing that. cos it just makes us laugh. but u aint no interesting subject. you're pais. so forget it.

you're no sanity. but a sin to me.

I'd glad to have outwit you. i feel glorious. and yes thanks to your sms -
"marvellevous. You've achieved what you want. good night. "

You forgot. I'll have good nights for the rest of my life, from now onwards.

The truth can hurt. but keeping the truth inside can hurt even more. what the heck am I rambling now. lost my train of thought. just can't wait for Saturday.

DruggedBitch @ 1:06 AM

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