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Thursday, May 27, 2004

Heya peeps, man! Its been like long 11 days since I last blogged. Aint not gonna give lame excuses. But I was held up with life. Lots updates coming up.

160504 - My Birthday Bash @ ZOUK
Well, what can I say?! It was a dazzle. fab and fat night. All glittery (thanks to SY darling). Lavish and costly (spent ALOT). magificent and marvellous. Happening. Splendrous and swanky with my Girlfriendssss, Boyfriends, Friends and LOVED ONE! Simply, Superb.

Sadly, however the pictures taken using a damn Fux LOMO camera din turn out. 2 whole negative strips of blanks. Black blanks. And more blackie blanks. Ended up cryin @ KODAK shop on my birthday. Thankfully, my best friend was with me. She was trying her best to stop me from crying. culdn't help it. cried all the way to MacDonald's. Thanks LOMO.. THANKS!

From where I left on the 160504, my best friend came over with a surprised cake! Chocolate Tirasmu from four leaves :) her pressieS to me came in packages and small gift boxes. Been telling her not to buy me anything except a choco cake. Well, I wont speak further on what she bought as some peeps will definitely think I'm BOASTING! Well how to avoid scrutiny when I blog my life on www. Jus let those mouths Bitch!

hatch day ended with dinner with family, uncles, aunties, cousins and granny. And a yummy chocolate cake following which photo takings by the "beach", Merlion, and pond.

JK came by my place like 11.40pm with a cake. Man I'd 5 cakes in total. So sweet of JK. Thanks bud! U still owe me ONE Squash session. Muahahaha

170504 - present.
cant recall much. Not gonna rack my brains.

My cousin just got hitched over the weekends. Congrats to the both of UU.

Anyhow, I was reading something and tot I reconstruct what I read.

"Its Not You, Its Me"

When these words come from your lover, how do you feel? Obviously, you are stunned. Sweating. Shaking. Feeling as though the world will soon come to an end. Everything you believed in - love, respect, loyalty - has all vanished at lightning speed. The love you'd believed and trusted in has disappeared into thin air. The Love you tot will last,...

Wrong! Nothing lasts forever. This is a lesson we all learn the hard way. He/She'll hurt you, and you'll probably hurt someone else. It's a vicious cycle that one must learn about, in order to survive the crazy game of "love". Damn game of Love. SAX.

Let's face it, we have all been through the dreaded breakup. If you haven't, believe me, you soon will. If you don't, go get a life.

A Pluck: Love has become a four-letter word. It's one of the most overused, under-appreciated, misunderstood words in the English language. Nowadays, the image of love seems more like a 7/11; a convenience store on the road of life, designed to provide satisfactory feelings without too much effort, rather than the classic sentiment associated with fairytales like Cinderella.

What am I talking about? I'm talking about how we've changed the definition of love to an all-encompassing term to describe any relationship we are in, even if it is one void of any deep emotional connection. We are not born bitter; we become bitter, more likely after a sour relationship that left us with a bad taste in our mouths.

Love and Chitz are poles apart. Often runnin away. Don't hurt me. Had enuff. Its time for me to recuperate. Time to preserve my heart. Enuff of the SmsS,Poems and tons of calls. I greatly appreciate them but I'm sorry. I dare not love again. I cant promise I can take care of you as I cant even take care of myself. I dont want to end up not practising what i preach. Failing to discover what went wrong in your last relationship -- and therefore making the same mistake again. I have not realize what were my mistakes. I dont want to and am not intending to. I jus wanna be happy. Not my kinda happiness that you can provide me with. You're not the person to do so.

DruggedBitch @ 2:55 PM

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